All the promises that we used to make, nobody remembers them anymore.
What happened? What happened to our circle of trust?
I am now chatting with a friend i knew about 4 years ago, someone i met at work whom i havent seen for a crazily long time, someone whom i hardly talk to, but that someone, could type out my inner most feelings, analyse my personality, telling me who i really am.
And it just made me smile. Because people like this, observes and interprets, and they dont judge based on the outer appearance, but look deeper.
These people, are people i wanna know, friends i wanna keep forever.
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amberlina says:
but i really hated work then
amberlina says:
i hate doing sales at stupid wulu places
Traveller not a tourist says:
i know
Traveller not a tourist says:
can see
Traveller not a tourist says:
not ur kind of job
Traveller not a tourist says:
can feel it quite obvious
amberlina says:
really meh
Traveller not a tourist says:
yep
amberlina says:
so u think operations is my kind of job?
Traveller not a tourist says:
looks like it
Traveller not a tourist says:
with ur laid back attitude
Traveller not a tourist says:
which u always potray to others
Traveller not a tourist says:
when u are actually quite kiasu
amberlina says:
i dont even know what i want in life
amberlina says:
what i really wanna do
amberlina says:
i dunnoe if i should go back to studies
Traveller not a tourist says:
u will know in time to come
amberlina says:
or continue working in this place
Traveller not a tourist says:
this is so u
amberlina says:
or move to another dept
amberlina says:
i dun noe wad kinda job i wanna have
Traveller not a tourist says:
u wud whine and whine but u will stilll stay on in the job
Traveller not a tourist says:
for quite a bit of time
amberlina says:
it is so weird..tt a person i hardly talk to..a person i dont even rmbr when was the last time i met..could understand me quite well
amberlina says:
were u stalking me all these yrs?
Traveller not a tourist says:
ha
Traveller not a tourist says:
wat do u think
Traveller not a tourist says:
i met u while having supper
Traveller not a tourist says:
walked all the way back to ur home btw
Traveller not a tourist says:
ha
amberlina says:
tt one meet up wouldnt let u know my true self
Traveller not a tourist says:
just the kind of feel u give me as a person.
Traveller not a tourist says:
u wanna do alot in ur life
Traveller not a tourist says:
but dunno wat to do
Traveller not a tourist says:
or refuse to belive u can do
Traveller not a tourist says:
why?
Traveller not a tourist says:
self deprecating is just a way for u to escape and hide the real u
Traveller not a tourist says:
sometimes u know wat u want and need to do
Traveller not a tourist says:
just too skeptical about things at times
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He just made me realised that i really need to think about my life once again. This is probably the best conversation i ever had with him.
Thank you.
okay............so missy Leanne says i need to update my blog.
But i dont even know what to say anymore.
I dont wanna blog about meeting so and so and then we went to here and there and then we had this and that for dinner/supper whatever and then we laa-dee-daa and then dee-daa-daa and then we went home the end.
Its so boring isnt it?
I dont even wanna update this space anymore because it is all trash. just trash.
And if you realised, yes, i am in a cheepy chirpy mood right now and i have no idea why because i am dead tired and super hungry. Its crazy, im not in my usual self today because ive been talking a lot of crap and disturbing my colleague so badly that he didnt even bother entertaining me anymore.
I am going bonkers with my rollar coaster mood swings. da dum dumdum
And if you finally realised, this is a stupid random nonsense post because missy seng wanted to read something. There you go, missy!
Anyway, i am having trouble planning for my birthday this year so if anyone has got any good out of the norm ideas, please let me know.
Imma gonna say NO to chalets, ktv, bbq and clubbing because that is just plain boring.
So..............................bye! I need to raid my kitchen one more time.
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